Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Sixth night in a row.

Sweet Lord Jesus, will this pain never end?? Will I never sleep through the night again? It hurts just as bad tonight as it did the first night. I have never before had a wound that just refused to heal. According to the post-surgical care sheets, this can go on for another week, or longer.

If it does I may lose my mind.

And of course after I take my pain meds, I'm hungry. If I eat, then I hurt again. If I don't, then I lay there too hungry to sleep. It is just fucking lovely. There is no weight loss that is worth this - I'd rather be fat. Not that I'm turning into some kind of svelte beauty or anything. I'm still built like a fucking shaved penguin.

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